My sweet,

My love,

Dear heart,

My heart –

not mine. It doesn’t belong to me any more

and I’m not sure if it could belong to you, seeing as you don’t want it.

I find myself unable to jump off the building

to stop the madness

to end it all.

My mind refuses to let me and refuses to let me accept that this is the end

count to ten and start again

learn how to breathe

again

my skies have fallen.

You made me believe you when you said it

but now y0u make me believe that the only way to end this is to

wait for this broken heart – belonging to no one – to die

and kill me slowly with it.