Cheating hurts.
It hurts because it’s a blatant declaration that you’ve been living a lie this whole time.
All the things he said were false. The relationship was a fallacy, and you are a fraud. Every time you said that there are still good men out there is now null and void. Every defense. Every cover up. Every time you had his back, there was no point, because he was stabbing yours.
But the worst part is that you are a FOOL – even if only you know it. It’s your greatest fear. Even if you’re the only one who read his inbox.
You are a fool because you believed him, and you should have known better.