Let me tell you the scariest thing about giving yourself to someone, entirely and completely, as if no one will come after them and they are the forever.
It isn’t even that if it ends you might have nothing left of yourself to try again with someone else.
It is that once you let someone in – once you let them take on the burden that can be your soul,
At some point
They may not want to carry it anymore.
When it’s something they already have and take for granted, some days they
Choose not to help you.
And then you’re crippled, a limping heart, unused to
Having to go it
Alone
Because he said
He wouldn’t let go.
But he didn’t mean all the time.
Just when he felt like.