I wish it wasn’t true.

God, I wish it wasn’t true but I really hate the way that you won’t love me the way I want you to   God, I hope it’s a mistake that I think your name when I wake that I gave you a heart you don’t want to take   Maybe when I re-find myself, […]

I love myself.

It’s ok to be selfish so that you don’t break your own heart. You know, love songs are not meant to just be for those super sappy moments, with someone else who wants to be super sappy with you. Sometimes they are for you to sing to yourself in the middle of the night. Tell […]

Akello

I have no time to be lied to by you.

I have no time to be lied to by you.  If you want me, want me, fiercely, wholly, under a thick spotlight of truth.  If you need me, say so, often.  If you want forever, then fucking commit.  If you want our dreams to be ours, forge them with me with magic and the harsh […]

It won’t be the same

It won’t be the same. It will probably never be. Your heart will still beat for him, but to a different beat. A comforting one. Too comfortable.   When he looks at you, he won’t see perfection. He’ll see the role you fit into now, for him, and it’ll break you a little, every time. […]