today is one of those days when I don’t want to write and I don’t want to get out of bed and I don’t understand why I’m not rich and I don’t know who picked me to not be in the royal family and I need to start playing the lottery again because my paycheck came and went and lasted shorter than this sentence and I can’t handle all these super successful people who are not on my timeline because you know the super successful people are not on the timeline and I don’t remember what passion and dreams feel like and it’s time to go see my mother.